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Actually I've planned not to blog today..Argghhh..My itchy fingers and brain input keep urging me to blog! And so, ya..here I am~ Happily typing...This blogaholic fever in me will never die..hehe..But I'll keep this post SHORT ( If I can lo~ )..You see, I have a paper tomorrow and I'm like still struggling to finish 1 chapter ( No kidding! )..Today I'm suppose to be 'kuai' enough to study..( Have to la, or else wanna FAIL meh? )..9 chapters for just a paper is too much to bear..How to memorize all, you tell me? Though there are tips but it's as if better not to have lo..Like all also need to read like that, why is it call 'tips' anyway? =.=

I just realized that recently I kinda lost my appetite-decreased desire in eating ( The bio term is called-anorexia )..I could barely swallow anymore after just half a plate! Compared to last time where I can easily eat 2 plates! And I felt that it's so waste where poor people wanna eat just a bite or 1 spoon but just couldn't afford and while me, a very lucky human being can afford to eat but can't finish even a plate! Most of the time ( Recently), I'll just force myself to finish whatever on my plate ( even though I've reduced the amount of food that I took ) and I looked damn pathetic like that, as if I'm forced to eat~ The Amin Cafe food ( must be I'm super geli already..), The Ming Ming Stall food ( I must have quite jelak with it..) but McD? ( I couldn't believe it when I feel the same for McD lo!! I haven't been eating McD for like more than half a year and I was way excited when I gotta eat it..I was like Finally~ But after I ate half of the burger, I could feel myself having that kind of feeling-I'm full! And ya, I managed to swallowed everything up including the french fries, Sundae ice cream ( this one I mati-mati also gotta eat it enjoyingly.. :P ) and half of Coke~ Wooooohhhhh..What's wrong with me? I feel like disgusted and being forced (by myself of course) whenever I wanna eat but I don't wanna be malnutrition and then have some kind of health problem later on..Worried about my condition, I googled and found this :
Poor appetite (anorexia) may have numerous causes, but may be a result of physical (infectious, autoimmune or malignant disease) or psychological (stress, mental disorders) factors~ Errrmmm..I don't know which one is the cause of my anorexia, but from a perspective of a non-quallified self-proclaimed doctor, I assume it's just STRESS due to exams and DEFINITELY NOT MENTAL DISORDERS ( Ok. this freaks me out!!!! ) I'm Ok-I'm gonna EAT ( have to force, you see~ ) as usual for I eat to live, not live to eat~ So, ya, I'm gonna be just fine after this exam period is over..

Ok, I guess I took more time than I should..Sempat Google somemore..Worried bout my own health mah..Hmmm..Ok, I gotta go..I really gotta go..Ermmmm..Ya, I managed to sleep like 4 hours sleep yesterday afternoon that accumulated to my whole beauty sleep for a night..Where got enough right? So, I slept like quite early yesterday night, like 2am, that's why I'm still in Chapter 1.. * Gonna be dead lo for tomorrow's paper..But I'll try my best! So, ermmmm..

* Trying to block things out from my brain..


* Trying to stop my itchy fingers..


* Trying to click publish post

Okla, I surrender..I'm gonna move my hands and brains to my book~ =.=

Exam period makes me look like one nerdy gal-so messy and sleepy look.. ( Hey, who's not like this when it comes to exam? * Puts my hand up half-heartedly~ )