I want to..

I WANT TO go MASUM-Damn hands not working and can't focus during selection..Only got myself to blame~

I WANT TO go Cameron Highlands-Cause of MASUM, I have to let this trip go..Like 'kos lepas' like tat lo.. ( Wah, so economics..) And then now NO MORE MASUM already, I still can't go..Why? Cause 1) No space liao 2) They planned to start their journey at 7am and I have my last paper till 10am * So I ended up losing both MASUM and Cameron Highlands trip lo..I si beh boh song now..And just now when they were excitedly talking and discussing super happily bout this trip, I totally can't mix in..Not going mah, for what go 'chap chui' ler? Super boring, bad mood and tired ( Just after Recycle programme lo...) and it went on for like more than 2 hours that I didn't talk ( So not me lo..) and i finally cannot tahan, so I asked 'Can we go home already?'..I know I was like interupting whatever imagination that they were thinking lo like what they are gonna do there and stuff like that.. *Sigh..And they were like laughing their hearts out..Sorry to say but I feel irritated k..Whenever I'm in bad mood, I prefer quiet environment lo..That's why I was like behaving super no good lo..Sorry guys..

I WANT TO rub on my Yu Yee Oil-I admit I can't live without it lo..Feel so uncomfortable all over..Ya, it's easy : Just go and buy la, why make a fuss here? The problem is inside UKM don't have mah..Like I can fly outside and buy lo..And it's not anywhere got sell this oil le..Only those Chinese medicine shop and probably certain shops that got sell it..Arggghhhh..Cannot tahan liao..I need this oil for my headache, stomach ache and whatever discomfortness, it'll just gone like a miracle~ How neh?

I WANT TO have my beauty sleep-Just couldn't sleep these days when I wanted to..Made me so moody recently..And the hot weather made things worst..





P/S : Emo-ing and PMS-ing..Contribute lots to my bad demeanour..

I just realize recently my posts all are bout the not-happy-me..I need to do something bout it..I can't go on so moody like this..Do you know that if I smile then I look nice ( oh, okla..pleasant, not that bad la.Not trying to 'angkat' myself..My friends said before...) and when I don't smile at all, my lips are like a sour grape? No kidding..It's totally like this------ :( The curve downwards is like really curvy..It's genetic lo..From Ah Pa..haha..So, if I'm bad mood, can totally see from my face..That's why I said i look better when I smile..hehe..And I NEED TO REGAIN MY SMILE..Say Chhheeeessssseeeeee!!! Ok, I can't right now..