The Monster~

Sometimes I wonder if I'm really a NOOB! I'm a straightforward person, I do realize it after some people get back to me and told me that I'm mean and lack of manners~ I'll be like what did I do or say? I didn't realize that I actually hurt people cause I'm just telling them what's in my mind..Well, some people said being straightforward is good cause you're being REAL for uttering out what you think..I know there's a limit of my speech but I DID NOT say harsh words or really mean that kind..I feel that I'm just voicing out my opinions and there, I got criticized for being a monster~ I don't understand..

Eg. There's a friend of mine were telling me how he wanna his girlfriend to change her way of tying hair instead of just the normal pony tail..WTH!And so I asked him ' What's the difference of changing the way of tying hair cause it's not like changing hairstyle ( long to short) where you can see the changes in one person drastically?' He answered ' Got..A lot of ways of tying hair mah..I'm learning it and it's good if she changes..It's ALL FOR HER OWN GOOD~' Curiously, I asked ' You're learning it? Means you wanna help her tie hair everyday ah? * Feeling funny and laughing in my heart.. You want her go to class everyday with different hairstyle cause it's FOR HER OWN GOOD? Hmmm..I feel you very LEBIH lo..Did you ask her whether she's happy and want it? Why force her change when she likes being simple? Sounds annoyed, he answered ' It's FOR HER OWN GOOD what..she should understand..I think you should be careful with your words..I'm doing something good and there you wanna tembak me..Your no-manners-behaviour makes me mad you know? That's why I don't like to talk to you..You prejudice towards me! Damn it! Like this kena say no manners?! I'm just telling him that NO GIRL, NOT ANY GIRL that's so 'wu liao' lo~ I mean come on~ He's being immature k? If wanna her to change her look, fine..But why make a big fuss of it? 1st of all, the girl DIDN'T say that SHE'S OK with it..And I don't think he bring this matter up to her yet..And let's say he did, why he's the one learning it and NOT HER? You think people freaking free is it wanna tie different hairstyle JUST TO GO CLASS everyday??! It's not like we're in fashion college where everyone look and dress to their outmost best..We're just in some normal local university where everyone is so super duper simple, my goodness sake!Madness..As a girl I know what she will feel cause it's just freaking STUPID! I'm trying to tell him nicely and this is what I get? Fine~

Another eg. is another friend of mine was happily singing loudly in my room for 1/2 hour or less..I was doing my assignment and was very stressful bout it..And so I told her 'Can you please stop singing?' in a soft voice..She straight quiet and pack her things and leave..And I know she's hurt~ One side of me was thinking 'I'm sorry..But I just need some quiet environment..I told you off nicely..' while another side of me was saying 'Why is she so sensitive? It's not my fault'..

Humans are sensitive, I know..But if just a normal talking, questioning, advice may seem so hurtful, I don't know how I wanna talk anymore..It's like whatever you say, people tend to be mad at you and throw negative thoughts towards you..Am I being wrong? Let me know what you think please~

P/S : Please let me know what you think..Maybe I need to change for everyone's pleasure..God, I need to know! * Sigh