Again...

Hi, bloggie..it's me again..told you i'm gona get addicted and here i am in 3am, still doing my paper work and BLOGGING..hehe..sitting in not-so-comfy chair and backache, i still have to struggle to finish my paper work..gona finish in like approximately 10 minutes..hooray!! *just my predictions though..too fast happy..lol..

Finally FINISHED!!! *relieved..have to check through my 48 pages paper work which is full sweat and tears..gosh, spend some much time doing the 'isi kandungan' page..gona be 5am soon..will be a zombie by then.. :(

okay..it's 5am and my eyes are like kinda like swelling d..got to take my beauty sleep already..don't really help actually..i have these huge acnes waiting to explode anytime soon..so juicy and huge and the pain they caused..arggghhhh..and strangely this time they all popped up on my left cheek and my other side was clean..alright not that clean, with acne scars.. *Take note : THIS TIME.. I've acne ever since i was in my adolescence..There were times that i couldn't even be myself anymore when peope asked 'why you have so many pimples and blackheads?', 'why don't you do something to your acnes?', 'wah, you should try this and that' bla bla bla..thanks for your 'concern'! hey, i never wanted it like this..but do i have a choice? Thank God,my family has really supported me all those times and spend splendid amount of money and energy to get rid of my acnes..Love you all so much!! Muakksss..To date, i've tried all sorts of products-Dermatology, Adonis, Artistry, Clerasil, Oxy, Himalaya, Else', Dr Janka; you name it! And also supplements from specialist..For the 1 year i had really smooth and rosy cheek..However, after i stopped taking it, my nightmare came back..and here NOW, my acnes are not as terrible as it used to be..I used to have whole face full of fat, juicy acnes and my face was red all the time like kena sunburn..Now, it is better..Stil have a few of those monsters will pop up but i feel it's nothing if compared to the previous years.. * Puzzled

Good Morning to those who woke up already..could hear the azan..where else for me, it's GOOD NITE!! Miss my chicken lil' bloster already.. :)