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It's been some time since i've post up something..Have been busy with assignments and just got back from Pulau Ketam..wheeeee..It was an enjoyable trip..Man, i will have a hard time uploading those pictures..With the slow connection and amount of pictures that I have..Will upload soon once I have the time.. Meantime, i'm starting to have CNY mood already..Bought a few tops and this time around I decided to buy 'ang sek'..ONG mah..lol..Going back on Thursday night or maybe Friday morning..Depends on when Ah Chia coming to fetch me..Yeah! Miss home so much..Can't wait to go home.. :)

As usual..

Today was the second day in FEP..have to wake up early for lectures at 8am at FSSK..and it's only 1 hour..Earlier had planned to sleep after lectures..Hmmm..Lecturer (hmmm..still blur of his name) gave us quiz and out of the 10 questions, SL and I managed to answer half of it which were objectives..The rest were subjectives..Gosh, must blame ourselves for not paying attention during lectures and didn't copy any notes as we take for granted for the notes we gonna have soon..He made us feel 'kan cheong' as we thought there will be marks for it..And we even thought of copying the answers of the guy sitting in front of us..We couldn't see what he wrote and so we kinda planned to like say 'Boleh pinjam salin tak?' Haha..lol..But before we actually did it, lecturer said that it won't count marks.. *Relieved..lol

And lectures at 2pm was darn boring..I remember last semester we decided to take this subject and dropped after that as the lecturer was a lil' scary and the subject look tough..And my gosh, this set that I took was HER again..Really have 'jodoh' with her la..no matter how it's still HER again..With her 'pao cha tou' and 4 pages of tutorial, i don't know whether i can survive this..But with the help of SL, PC and PY (I decided to 'curi' their answers..hehe), I guess i can survive... :P

Saw Kian How at computer lab..Was totally shocked..He was back from US long ago, but that was the first time we (SL, ME. PC) met him..Hmmm..the situation was rather weird.. :X Then met him at TSS, we talked a lil'..But our motive is : WE WANT SOUVENIRS!!!!!!! lol..WAITING... :P Don't want chocolate only..

5.30 pm went dancing class with Josie..I was told it's the Rock and Roll class..Mana tau it's the trail class only.. ~ Sien-sien.. Have registered for Rock and Roll class and Rumba (tecnique) and after that Jive..Yippeeeeee... :)

At 8pm, we went Tzu Chi House a.k.a Chi Qing Chi Chia to rehearse for the 'Xin Chuan Hui' a.k.a AGM..Practised sign languange of the songs-Yi Jia Ren; Yin Wei Ni, Yin Wei Wo; Chi Ching Ta Zhuan Ching Yen Ke..Man, this is tough..With all these Chinese term, i also headache already..Need them to translate and write out the 'Han Yu Pin Yin' for me.. ~ Pai seh..Sometimes i feel like I'm an outcast..so different from them and always blur of what they were talking..Sometimes need them translate to a simpler Chinese..It's like 'Wen Xun' then SL will tel me 'pai pai' in order for me to understand..haha..Man, sometimes i feel i'm not one of the Tzu Ci member..All were like so 'xi wen' and soft spoken..Except people from Amin..haha..We then rehearse the passing of 'lin hwa' ceremony..and also learned how to make 'lian hwa' using colour papers..Then, we practised sign languange as we (SL, ME, Huey Lin, Kian How, Sin Yen, Pei Chen, Jeet Ling, Ying Ngiap) need to perform..There's this part that we need to hold hand for the two words of the song..And Mr Kian Hou was so HAPPY that he got to hold MINE and SL's hand..He was like 'Yeah..I got to hold your hands' and looking like a colour wolf..Man, he got to take advantage..SL and I decided to boycott him..haha..During rehearsal, everyone were holding hands EXCEPT him..lol..

P/S : Chou Kian How, 'SER LANG'!!!!!!!

After that went 'yam cha' with SL, Chia Yen, Mei Jun, Xiao Long, Kian How, Ah Wang, Ah Lok, PC and ME at Al-Fariz and I ate roi sardin and drank a cup of hot milo..When we were returning from Chi Ching Chi Qia, we were stopped by the guard at the main entrance of UKM..Kian How who was labelled the guy-who-are-always-lucky-and-did-lots-bad-stuff a.k.a the bad boy(lol) was asked to stepped up of the car as he didn't bring his card matric..Earlier, we each had showed our matric cards and were asked to stop the car at the side..At this point, KH's has showed his tail again..He took Ah Lok's matric card and showed the guard and pretended as if he has found his card while we waited for him in the card..Gosh, the guard was so STUPID and easy to be conned..and he actually believed KH..This lucky guy said it's his fourth time being stopped but he managed to run away each time..

P/S : Kian How, 'pui fok' you la..

What a Busy day..

The continue of my darkness..

Just got back last Saturday when i'm supposed to be back one week before that..But i never regretted it..Lectures were still like on holiday mood with lecturers not entering the class, or some even let us go in like 10 minutes..So might as why as i spent more time at home with Ah Pa and Ah Mi as i won't be back til Chinese New Year..Gonna miss them so much.. :(

Today is my very first day stepped into FEP after holidaying for 1 month plus (didn't really count)..I was pretty excited when i woke up despite dossing myself with flu medicine the night before and woke up feeling a lil' drowsy still..Siu Li was like 'Why are you so excited? (Yes..I still have to stay one room with her..But she insisted on separating our beds..She said that I'll molest her..~ Really beh pai seh..If i want also, i'd rather molest any guy rather than HER..lol..)..Really had bad flu last night..Imagine i sneezed non stop for a few hours..HAte that feeling..Made me so weak and darn irritating..I've told Siu Li that it's cause of my bad facing the door of our room and also the main door..She said i'm superstitious..But i've read somewhere that it's really bad feng shui to sleep on the bed with leg facing the room door..And also if leg facing the window..Man, i'm trapped..Both also made me feel sueh..I can't do anything..And yesterday, SL read bout my horoscope..Said i'll be in BAD LUCK THIS MONTH (hopefully after this month, my luck will change..better pray!) God, i can feel i'm still in the dark..Can someone help me??? Ohhh..

Ya, back to today..Now in computer lab waiting for SL and PC together with PY..Now K6 cannot online..Low signal..Torturing days began..Arrgghhh...So, i had my new haircut a few days before Christmas..and seriously, i look darn retarded with the fringe super short..Now, luckily it's long enough and my haircut seems to look better now..And it's a happy day..I've got praises for my new hairstyle..Whheeeee...And many other reactions..The very first day i came back, SL said I look funny and weird .. <> Yit Lin said 'Not bad and cute'.. < :) >..Kak Dilah from far in her room was shouting 'Eh..Rambut baru..' < :) > Peik Hwa and Pei Yun was like 'Oh..new haircut'.. < (,'') > Today, when SL, PC and I reached FEP, Meng Hui from far was like shouting "Shi Wei!!!!!" and she told me i look cute..< :) > ..SL was jealous cause she only called me.. < :P > Bao Yen and Mei Mei said "This hairstyle suits you..Look nice' <> And Guang Yong was like trying to touch my hair and said 'New haircut wor..I also wanna change hairsyle la..' < :O >

Will post up my pictures of my new hairstyle soon.. COMING SOON!!

Just now, I've been told that somebody was angry because i was trying to cheat her to go some kind dinner..Hey, come on la..I was on medication last night and typed wrongly..Should be forgiven right? Damn..She should have ask me about it before going around and tell people..Just ter-reverse my sentence..And i've already said 'Sorry' what else you want? Think you very great izit til i so desperate need to cheat you to go a rm20+ dinner? Perasan!!!!!!! I can always find somebody else la..'Beh bin!!!!!'I already in good mood wanna spoil my day..&^&*^(()*&%$#$#@^*()()(*%%$@#@$%^&&&*(&%^%^$#@#!!!!!!!

The start of the dark..Hopefuly it's the end also..

Another one year has passed..Time really flies so swiftly..I couldn't imagine what will lie ahead for me..I don't wanna think..I will just take what is there for me, hopefully for the better..I can face the obstacles..COME ON!! Hello 2009, i'm ready to take the challenge..

I've accidentally deleted all my pictures in my camera before i could even copy it to my laptop..My 300+ pictures of vacation in Singapore with my family were all gone..I'm super pissed off of myself..I don't know how my hand and brain didn't work accordingly and did the super big NO NO mistake..I blamed myself for the loss..All the memories captured are gone..How could i be so stupid? *Sigh~ Ah Pa and Ah Mi tried to console me by saying we will go again if i say i wanted to..but it's different..the feeling is different..The feeling of stepping into The Lion City for the '2nd' time..My very '1st' time was when i was in my mummy's stomach monitoring the city..The enthusiast me took pictures of every single thing and made everything captured as much as I could..But how much I say now also no use..It's all GONE..gone with the wind..only the sweet and fond memories are captured in my heart and head forever..with nothing to prove..just a piece of memory that i could remember til my brain finally overload and choose to let go..Argghhhhhhhh....I'm darn frustrated..Wish I could undone what i've did..No one could cheer me up..No one could understand why I felt so moody..Some people think it's just a small matter..Some people think that I'm too emotional..But YOU ARE NOT ME!! Yes, those are just pictures but it also meant something to me..I'm sorry but i need to vent my anger out :@#*^**~#$%^&&**%$E$#@@%&&&^%%%^*()_++&^%$#@@!#$%^&*(())_(*&^%$@!@$%&*()__(&^$#~~#%^*()_+_(**&&^%$$%&*()__+__(&()_++)(&*)_+~

But it stil doesn't make me feel any better..Argghhh..What an incident to start the year..Sueh man..Hope it doesn't make me feel sueh the whole year..I wanna go 'pai pai' and get rid of my bad luck...Say me superstitious or whatever..I definitely don't wanna start this year off with this bad luck and follow me the whole year..

P/S : Cheh hei, fai ti kuai kuai chau..Ngor tar lei ger sei yan sui hei ah.. Pai Pai..Tor cheh..Hei mong lei pou yau ngor..

Hopefuly it's the start and also the end of my sueh-ness.. (,'')

Brain shutdown..

Have been in a one month holiday..suppose post up a few posts but they were all hanging halfway as uploading the pictures take like forever..too many pictures and too lil' uploader available plus inconvienient system that it has..have to drag all the pictures one by one and imagine i had nearly hundreds of pictures to drag, i feel tired and lazy and just left it as it is till i have the mood to drag it..

Suppose to be back in UKM but still on holiday mood-shake leg at home and my brain rot already..Will be back when i have mood (kidding! The answer will be 'I won't want to go back')..After resting and had 'power failure' for sometime, i told myself i have to drag myself up and go back to where life is suppose to be..STUDY!! Argghhhh...Can someone rescue me? I need a break! Seriously a break..After enjoying some vacation, i don't wanna stop..I don't wanna force my brain to function..BUT i just have to..Brain, oh Brain, please kuai kuai la.. (.'')