The start of the dark..Hopefuly it's the end also..

Another one year has passed..Time really flies so swiftly..I couldn't imagine what will lie ahead for me..I don't wanna think..I will just take what is there for me, hopefully for the better..I can face the obstacles..COME ON!! Hello 2009, i'm ready to take the challenge..

I've accidentally deleted all my pictures in my camera before i could even copy it to my laptop..My 300+ pictures of vacation in Singapore with my family were all gone..I'm super pissed off of myself..I don't know how my hand and brain didn't work accordingly and did the super big NO NO mistake..I blamed myself for the loss..All the memories captured are gone..How could i be so stupid? *Sigh~ Ah Pa and Ah Mi tried to console me by saying we will go again if i say i wanted to..but it's different..the feeling is different..The feeling of stepping into The Lion City for the '2nd' time..My very '1st' time was when i was in my mummy's stomach monitoring the city..The enthusiast me took pictures of every single thing and made everything captured as much as I could..But how much I say now also no use..It's all GONE..gone with the wind..only the sweet and fond memories are captured in my heart and head forever..with nothing to prove..just a piece of memory that i could remember til my brain finally overload and choose to let go..Argghhhhhhhh....I'm darn frustrated..Wish I could undone what i've did..No one could cheer me up..No one could understand why I felt so moody..Some people think it's just a small matter..Some people think that I'm too emotional..But YOU ARE NOT ME!! Yes, those are just pictures but it also meant something to me..I'm sorry but i need to vent my anger out :@#*^**~#$%^&&**%$E$#@@%&&&^%%%^*()_++&^%$#@@!#$%^&*(())_(*&^%$@!@$%&*()__(&^$#~~#%^*()_+_(**&&^%$$%&*()__+__(&()_++)(&*)_+~

But it stil doesn't make me feel any better..Argghhh..What an incident to start the year..Sueh man..Hope it doesn't make me feel sueh the whole year..I wanna go 'pai pai' and get rid of my bad luck...Say me superstitious or whatever..I definitely don't wanna start this year off with this bad luck and follow me the whole year..

P/S : Cheh hei, fai ti kuai kuai chau..Ngor tar lei ger sei yan sui hei ah.. Pai Pai..Tor cheh..Hei mong lei pou yau ngor..

Hopefuly it's the start and also the end of my sueh-ness.. (,'')

Brain shutdown..

Have been in a one month holiday..suppose post up a few posts but they were all hanging halfway as uploading the pictures take like forever..too many pictures and too lil' uploader available plus inconvienient system that it has..have to drag all the pictures one by one and imagine i had nearly hundreds of pictures to drag, i feel tired and lazy and just left it as it is till i have the mood to drag it..

Suppose to be back in UKM but still on holiday mood-shake leg at home and my brain rot already..Will be back when i have mood (kidding! The answer will be 'I won't want to go back')..After resting and had 'power failure' for sometime, i told myself i have to drag myself up and go back to where life is suppose to be..STUDY!! Argghhhh...Can someone rescue me? I need a break! Seriously a break..After enjoying some vacation, i don't wanna stop..I don't wanna force my brain to function..BUT i just have to..Brain, oh Brain, please kuai kuai la.. (.'')

The very last day..

My very last day of in Amin and also UKM, i had PPP paper and then straight went to help a.k.a mess (haha) around for Recyling Programme under Tzu Chi Society in Amin itself and then headed back to home sweet home.. :)

I'll reveal a lil bout the Recyling Programme as i'll post more detailed one bout it soon..

Several of us-ME, Siu Li, Pei Chen, Jia Ling (suppose Jeet Ling..sorry), Jia Yen, Sin Yen and one more i forgot her name (so sorry..) went to the 3/4 Block K6-E,F,G,H,J,K,L,M,R,Q and K5C&D to collect items for recycle purpose-papers, glass, aluminium etc..I cannot imagine how we managed to go up and down the blocks with all the items, which we carried with our bare hands and limited womenpower (lol)..

And not fogetting the guys, which i didn't have their pictures ( yes, i'm the camera women for the day.. * proud..and i only took the pictures in the girls' blocks..but the guys were in the guys' blocks..too bad lo..) and under some special request by Mr Music, here were the guys who had helped up during this programme and ran up and down (ahheeemmmm) the guys block : Mr Music aka Ying Ngiap, Dong Dong and Ah Wang..

P/S : Chou Music, satisfied mah? lol..nola..sorry for forgetting the guys actually..i only thought of the girls wor..lol..you reminded me..you all have contibuted also..haha.. :)

Jia Ling ( Mr Music corrected me 2 times : 1) Jie Ling 2) Jeet Ling (the correct one..sorry ya, Jeet Ling..) with a bottle plastic..



Siu Li trying to show she can take a lot at one time..lol



Pei Chen with the newspapers..

The jia jia in red (I forgot your name, so sorry.. :( ~ )..See she so thin also can carry so heavy stuff..

Sin Yen : Is there a laptop inside? lol..

Jia Yen Jia Jia The Driver..

And ME..playing or working? lol..

After 3 hours, we finally call it a day..We had collected so much than we ever expected..Bravo! "Xin ku" everybody le..(so Chinese-ted)..And we were so tired and hungry!

The aftermath of the Recycling Programme-ITCHY the whole body.. :( My body is sensitive to dust and dirt..

* The pictures can't really show due to the lighting and blur..

Due to old newspapers, i think..

Argghhh..both hands also 'kena'.. :(

My neck, face, everywhere..darn itchy and red..

SORRY, BODY CAN'T SHOW!! haha

After bathe, 'shu fuk sai'..not so itchy anymore..

AND THEN.....

WAITED FOR MY PARENTS TO FETCH ME GO HOME!

The stuff that i wanted to bring home..Like shift house..A lot more stuff in stor..

AH PA AND AH MI ARRIVED A LIL LATE DUE TO HEAVY RAIN..

AFTER THAT..

CARRIED ALL THE STUFF TO THE CAR LO..

MY super heroin in action..

MY super hero in action..

Pose so smart..lol..

I'm so ready to go home..never been this happy..phew~

All my stuff fully occupied the bonnet and half of the back passengers' seat..I had to squeeze!

Then Ah Pa and Ah Mi knew i haven't eat..so they dropped me at Seremban Rest Area to buy KFC..

I was darn pissed off at the KFC outlet a.k.a KFC EXPRESS! Let's see why..

At first when i saw this "Layan diri?" at the door, i never really paid attention..And it's kinda weird..

The board stated "SELF SERVICE and its instructions" put so high up and quite small as if people can see..duh~!

Larger view of the "SELF SERVICE" board..

Ah Mi and I was not aware of this board..So we went right up to the counter and wanted to order like we used to but there were no menu and all we found was a board that pasted all the nutritients of the food..And there's this KFC employee(An Indian girl) in the counter looked at us though we stood there for quite some time and chit chat with her colleague! after some time, she told us "It's self serive" with the face as if someone just slapped her..Heng~!

And guess what? there were no price tag at the "SELF SERVICE" counter also..all they put were numbers instead of price tag..I wonder what's the use of the number since it's self service..

So i was trying to choose what to eat..There were burgers that were wrapped but no tag stated what burger is that, only number..Sigh~Then i looked quite long..That darn irritating girl suddenly popped out her face from the inside and kept repeating 'Miss, what do you want miss? Just tell me, I'll help you take', "Miss..Missssssssssssss....Missssssssssssssssssssssss"..'Miss, what do you want?..KEPT REAPEATING FOR 3-4 TIMES..The I was like 'I'm not deaf la..Say already self service what..I'll take myself la..Let me look and think longer will die is it? (In my heart).. ~ Pissed off

This is the 'yong shui' KFC employee..Actually didn't wanted to put her picture in my blog (really pollute my blog only) but let everyone see her stupid face..

The idea of KFC EXPRESS-SELF SERVICE is not bad actually but the implementation is worst than ever..I was not the only one who went straight to the counter and looking blur..The customers after me were all like that..And for the stupid and poor service that employee gave, have to give service tax somemore..WTH~!

SPOIL MY MOOD LA THAT STUPID GIRL!!!! I've never scolded anyone stupid before..And she deserved this..Wanna eat the chicken also feel cannot swallow..ARRGGHhhhhh....

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REACHED HOME! :)

Ah Pa helped unloaded stuff in the car..

Thanks Ah Pa and Ah Mi who helped me to shift 'house'..so tired after that..ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

The days before the semester ends..

So, here's what i missed to write when i couldn't online..rewind please.........

It was torturing for having to sit for the last two papers..Began to feel the holiday mood and it was rather irritating to hear when other friends have finished their papers and already packing to go home! and we, were like stranded, struggling to finish the last two papers with mix feelings-the happiness to go home soon and the tense of doing it well..But somehow, the excitement to go home had overcame the inner guilt to study and strive till the last..Sigh~

But somehow, we have to EAT, EAT and EAT!! We shouldn't torture our tummy and we needed energy to strive hard..lol..

Siu Li : Wow..your food look nice ah..

Pei Chen : Don't you even dare to steal my food..

Pei Chen take out all the meat and leave all the onions behind as usual..Sometimes see her eat we also feel 'xin ku'.. :P

The leftovers onions...Sometimes we'll help her eat..haha

The meat in her plate..

Finally hers came already..

Wow..so much..no wonder people always say you 'chia fan'..lol..

Shida came to 'tar pau' as usual..



Me with my tomyam soup and rice..Not red but not spicy..

Eat first..HUUNNGGRRRYYYYY!!

2nd last paper................I feel the tense..

My major paper-Perbelanjaan Awam..Tough subject + Crazy lecturer= Pity students

Studying halfway also can camwhore..lol

Me with my notes..

Hardworking 'konon'..

Then the final paper when all of us have to study for PPP, totally no mood..And we were like as if we were on holiday already..Kids nowadays....

I really couldn't concentrate at all...I was multi-tasking..Played handphone, watched drama and 'studied' at the same time..keng heh..

The opposite version of the horror movie-Ring..Ghost gona enter the laptop..lol

See what i meant by multi-tasking? :P

Then we decided to camwhore..PC was so 'sesat'..kept pose different from us..She don't know how to make 'chou yang'..Here we go...

Tounge out VS tired smile..

Smile VS 'pu shuang' smile..

Bloated face VS ok-ok smile

Random..PC with her undescribed smile again..haha

Then PC gave up..so SL and I 'syok sendiri'..haha..

Smile..looked pale and tired..

I have the potential to be pig..lol..she always like to act cute..kenot 'tahan'..

Then finally we asked PC to try again..and she was just fine..

Tounge out please..

The cutest girl is..............

Pressure from within..

And at the end of the day, we kept playing..Actually i didn't know how we survive sitting for the last paper but i guess we shoudn't be so hard on ourselves..Study hard so we must play hard also..lol..

GOOD BYE EXAMS AND WELCOME HOLIDAY!!

Finally!!

Finally my dad has asked people from TMNet to install STREAMYX!! I can finally online after having not able to online for almost 2 weeks..Phew~

My crazy online status is officially ON! lol..