When my friends..

When most of my friends were looking for jobs months ago, I was like 'why are they so kiasu? haven't even graduate so fast wanna find jobs?';
When my friends were struggling with thesis, so am I;
When my friends have completed their thesis, I'm still struggling, looking for hope that lecturer will approve mine after asking me to change 3-4 times the same old thing;
When some of my friends have found job and some are on vacation to various parts of the world now, I'm STILL FREAKING DOING MY THESIS cause I've to redo the whole thing ( Thanks la, lec..Deadline is so near already, now only tell me though I met you so many freaking times )
and When my friends graduate this very year, I hope that I can graduate too! *Gulps (Ok, self-pat) and also be on this year's convocation list [Lec kept tell me that there's chances that my name won't be on this year's convo list if I extend my thesis.. T.T then why keep don't wanna approve mine? =.= ]

Ok, honestly I don't wanna compare myself with my friends but I can't help but to think why am I one of the unlucky ones? Cause of thesis, I wasn't myself lately..I turned to be a quiet person, moody and almost like a lifeless human..I didn't wanna talk much, I was on my bluey lappy almost 24/7~ My family was worried ( I'm SORRY T.T)..Well, I feel much better now~ Hope to get approval soon..This is sickening!

Thinking of my vacation soon..I need a break!

My second home~

Ok, my emo time again~ Why? This time it's because I'm gonna leave a place that I've called my second home, UKM! In fact I've already leave this place! I'm just gonna go back to settle my thesis and that's all~ This is the place where I've learned a lot, not only knowledge but also bout life; I've gained lots of friends who made my life in UKM colourful; I've been so lazy to even walk 3 minutes just to go lectures ( I never complaint! Amin is the best com and super convenient and accessable to anywhere..I'm so lucky! But that made me even more lazy! lol ), I've moved in and out for 12 times when semester break came!

Ah Pa and Ah Mi have been very supportive of their baby daughter! They would faithfully help me out me each time when I have to move in and out without fail for 12 times!! And Ah Jie Chu Pao sometimes..And would fetch me back from Melaka-UKM each time I'm back for the weekend. I know I'm the luckiest baby ever!
♥ you so much!

My Xiao Ting Tang, Chicken lil' bear and lil' piggy are also leaving their 2nd home~ T.T

And for 12 times ( holy crap! It's so damn tiring moving all my things out for once and imagine 12 times..It's crazy!!! totally made me go crazy! ) is not an easy thing! But for this 12th time, I was feeling very different from the rest of 11 times before! My steps were heavy, my packing was slow, I recalled back of the crazy and silly things that I've done in these 3 years, and as I looked around and kept turning back when Ah Pa's car passed UKM main gate, I was feeling very down-I WAS DAMN RELUCTANT TO LEAVE MY SECOND HOME!


P/S : Feeling so weird! I wanna hug my buddies and say till we meet again during convocation but.....I guess there's too much farewells in TW that were ended up with warm hugs that made me feel so warm at heart and touched that I feel it should be done at this moment too~ but.....ahhhhh..It's just not the tradition or it's the people that is not that open up? hmmmmm~

Down~

I've been putting too much pressure on myself lately~ And thanks to my lazyness and blurness, now I'm kinda pushing myself too hard to get what's supposed to be done, DONE~ And I feel so stressful that I feel like puking every single minute, gasping for fresh air to breathe~ And I can't help but to wonder if I'll ever make a pause and give myself more excuse..But all I can say now is I REALLY HOPE I CAN GO THROUGH ALL THIS!

Suppose to go back hometown to meet up with Ah Jie and relatives this weekend, but kinda stuck in UKM now to finish up assignments and thesis, which made me feel even worse! And Yuzi isn't feel well too..She's feeling stressful with lots of not-so-good things that happened lately and I'm worried that she may slip into depression, being alone in India..really wish I could be there for her..and now that both of us are at down part of the wheel, we just don't know how we could advise each other besides being there always~ *Sigh..Really hope WE CAN GO THROUGH ALL THIS!

The bad auras..Just wanna shhooooo you away!!!! I'M GOONA BE TOUGH!

and Yuzi, I know you can too! :)

Freaking NO MOOD~

I think I'll just continue my journey in Taiwan later on when I have the mood and time to write bout it~~ I'm such a lazy worm!! =.= Haven't touch on what I'm up to lately and also Chinese New Year~~~ ohhhhhhhh..so much to blog but I'm just not motivated to type all out..I'm abandoning my blog AGAIN! arggggghhhhhhhhh!!! :(

Recently I'm feeling kinda emo..

[ WARNING : It's not a very nicely spoken post cause I'm in a VERY BAD MOOD ]

Partly is because of @ stuff..Recenly we have a roadshow to promote X but because lack of manpower ( I don't know why they wanna do a roadshow when there's FREAKING INSUFFICIENT PEOPLE TO COME AND HELP OUT ), I was put on duty for 10am-5pm everyday..No kidding! I wasn't complaining because I have to go everyday..I'm ok with it cause I have no classes..But at least we should do shift/slot for everyone~ Because of the long hours of standing like average 7 hours/day and repeating the same info for like maybe 30 times/day, I finally found myself struggling with the fatigue and heat of stationed, talking and standing in a place for such a long time..There were others who came and helped like 1-2 hours, I was so happy bout it but there were times when I was left ALONE, I repeat ALONE to handle the crowd..From recruting them to giving info session..At one point, doing all these ALONE seems so CRAZY and FRUSTRATING because I'm just a new member without knowing much stuff and where the hell are other members who SERIOUS SHIT CAN'T COME AT ALL DURING THE 3 DAYS? DON'T TELL ME YOUR CLASSES ARE 8am-5pm EVERYDAY ok? IF THAT IS SO, WHY DID U HAVE THE TIME TO SIT DOWN AND HAVE A PROPER LUNCH??? And I don't have a proper lunch thanks to you guys la..I was alone, how the hell I wanna eat when I have to take care of all those things at the booth with laptops and projectors.. * Freaking mad at this point..After 2 days of those shit, my body kinda couldn't take it and I'm so gonna broke down anytime soon..So, on the very last day of the roadshow, I kinda requested to go later since I'll be there the whole day too~ My later is like 11am..I needed really some rest before I start my day with full force of smiling at people 'Hello, Are u interested in X?' But every hour, I received sms asking 'are u coming?' and also call saying 'I'll be alone..Can you come earlier?' Like WTH? When I was alone, who can I ask for help? I WAS FREAKING ALONE TOO!!!! LIKE SO MANY HOURS ( MORE THAN 10 HOURS MAYBE?)!! YOU ALONE FOR 1 HOUR PLUS LIKE THAT WILL DIE IZIT? *At this point, I was gonna explode real soon.. Sigh~ I feel that I did my job kinda well and I'm proud to say that..Though it's just a few of us and ME MAINLY who recruit people~ But anyhow, if more people lend their helping hands, we would have done better! Definitely~ I'm very dissapointed with how things are being handled and lack of commitment by team members..How do we wanna strive for the best like that? Easier said than done.. (,'')

Also, I was given deadline to finish the all the tasks that I'm given..I don't understand how the hell I can finish it on time and the person who gave me the tasks didn't do it on time herself! WTH? And I can ask some more 'So when can you finish it ah? Can I have it by bla and bla?' Wahhhhh, It's so opposite!! Like I'm the one who's suppose to be in charge of this~ And when I told her that hers has mistakes, she was like NVM, just print it..Like FREAKING attitude la..We're doing some serious thing here ok? We have to show it to the people outside ok? How the hell we wanna present something with grammar errors and mistakes when we're an established organization you tell me? And I was just told that we have to go through a department before it can be released to the web and also print it out..Zzzzzzzzz..NO ONE TELL ME!! SOMEONE JUST TOLD ME TO PRINT IT OUT!! And till now, there are still stuff that are pending thanks to her la! How we wanna do our job well when everything is like hanging like that? And HOW THE HELL CAN YOU BE A ******** WHEN YOU CAN'T EVEN DO A JOB WELL IN THIS DEPARTMENT?? HOW THE HELL CAN YOU LEAD A TEAM OF 54 PEOPLE WHEN YOU CAN'T EVEN LEAD 1 PERSON? Like Damn! What's her reason behind all that? 'I'M BUSY!' Ohhhh..Like we're freaking free la~ *Sighhhhhhhhhhh

I have no idea what should I do/expect but I'm just gonna do my job well..I'm gonna graduate soon anyway~



Also, cause my best friend went for an internship in India..And she'll be there for 6months~ It's not a very long period but it's not that short too..I'm so gonna miss her heaps!! :( Though all this while she's in NUS (Singapore) and we don't really get to meet often but at least we gotta meet like 2-3 months once either in Malacca/Singapore..At the same time, I feel happy for her cause she managed to pass tough interview to get this internship and it'll be a great help for her future~ I'm worried for her too, not sure if she can adapt to the poverty-striken country where everything seems so helpless despite the fast rising economics..awwwwwwww..hope everything goes well for her! And I feel that I don't have anyone to have a heart to heart talk~~ :(

At the same time, her soul mate has left to Shanghai for his studies for a year..So, ya, I kinda 'lost' my besties for now..Ohhhh gosh, feel like I'm crapping here..I just can't bear the thought that they will be at another parts of the world and I'll be here, struggling for my studies and a future that's full of uncertainty~

My best friend, Yuzi and I..

Sweet couple..Yuzi + Kok Leong

The only pic that has 3 of us together =.= We should take more pics of 3 of us!!! It'll be next year?

P/S : Yuzi & Kok Leong : MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!

P/S : I think I need something sweet to brighten up my day~

Wait, wait and wait~ *Edited

Suppose present last Friday..But when we (my partner, Yin Chiet and I) went, there were other groups before us..So, we waited for like 2-3 hours..But the lec called it a day and said that he's busy when it reached a group before us..

Yesterday, were told to meet him at 12.30pm..When reached, he said he's busy and asked to go at 2.30pm..But he suang2 came at 3.30pm..And there were 7 groups..We were the 6th..He asked 2 groups to enter and called it a day again..After all the waiting till 5pm!!!

Today, he asked to go 11am..We went at 10.45am..We were the 1st group..Yeah!! But no signs of him till 12.45pm.. =.= And after got a glimpse of him, he asked to come back at 2.30..Freaking shitty attitude!! Everyday the same..Want me to go and wait for him how many times and hours??!! Damn him!! Tomorrow will be having his paper which is so damn tough and he's wasting all my time!! @#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*()!!! *Sigh

There were so many groups that have yet to present and he's happily fooling us around..Making us wait, wait and wait..Know what he said when we keep ask him what time to meet- 'Try your luck'! Shit him!! Really cannot tahan this kinda lec..With this kinda like-I-care attidtude!!! Damn!! We pay for your salary ok?!!! Seriously pissed off!!! =.=

(Edited) Ok, well..Finally we get to see him..And the 1st thing he asked us is 'what's your title?' And before we could answer, he said 'Please wait awhile ya'~ Thought he's busy for some reasonable purpose but he called a hotel and book rooms for the coming sem break holiday.. =.=''' And then he asked again 'what's your title?'..We answered and then he proceed another question, and before we could answer, another lec came in and discuss with him bout the holiday thingy..Wth? We're in the middle of presentation ler!! Please respect us a bit can or not?!!! After 3 days which consists 12 hours of waiting just to see his stupid face, now don't even let us present properly!!! And they were chatting so happily and we're super annoyed by now! And then he shoot us kao-kao till we don't know how to answer him..Stupid questions like 'Why do you take 100 samples..Why not 200/300/102?' and smiled cheekily..Like so retarded question, you answer yourself la..Wanna make us like retarded look at you and smile no matter how sacarstic you are!!! Fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Feel like boiling already~~

P/S : Super emo now..Lack of sleep + I hate to wait for somebody for so many freaking hours just to present 1 hour..Damn him!! And I'm so freaking hungry now!!!! He wanna kill us meh? Torture us till like this!! *Sigh

Torture~

It's the second week of exam..Last week passed without much stress as I only has 1 paper that week..This week another 1 paper..And next week, 3 continuous papers!!!

Somehow rather, I can never focus my head on the notes/books..You know where mind will start to wonder elsewhere after a few minutes..And then will start to do other things like online-FB, Blogging, MSN etc like one busy woman..And after that will start to hunt for food with the saying that goes 'Because we used up a lot of energy when reading, so we feel hungry easily'~ And then when the weather is so nice-rain/freaking hot, it tempts me to sleep! And there goes my one day!! =.=

Don't know how I'll go through this three weeks, but trust me, the third week, I'll be like a crying baby acting histeria and emo-ing away~ Hope not! Arghhhhh..I need motivation badly! (,'')

My notes-freaking hard to understand!!

I'll be like in a zombie mode once I start studying~


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P/S : It's my final year..I just need to endure for another 2 times and puffff I'm graduating! Yippeeeeee!!!! I seriously need to get my head into my notes now!! Exam is really a torture!! :@ Chiao~

Empty~

Haven't been blogging for some time again..Reasons? Busy with assignments, internship stuff, preparation for exam etc etc~~~ Nah, I'm just too lazy!

Recently I'm so absent minded..Don't know what is wrong with me..Some of the few examples : forgot to get back change after taking KTM/LRT tickets till I'm in the train ( Shit! Lost don't know how much due to my carelessness ), forgot to take the KTM/LRT tickets after putting it in to scan and just went ahead happily =.=''', forgot to take my stuff that I've put on the table after I dine in a kopitiam ( Luckily they were honest enough and keep it for me.. ) etc..

I seriously lost count of the series of incidents that I felt myself so foolish and yet I still got the chick to do make myself even more foolish! arghhhhh~~ and the number of times that I use the word 'forgot' make me feels like as if I'm from an outer space or something-My head and body are like not attached, doing things without any sense at all and it makes me feel like a lost soul~ Wandering around and things are completely hair wyred..Everything is not in the right place..Everything seems so messy and wrong~ :( But I hope to get it fixed real soon..I CAN DO IT!! :D

P/S : Just as I thought of fixing my messy-ness, there I left my bluey lappy's charger and battery at home and I happily brought back my lappy back to UKM..What's the point? I brought back an empty shell~ =.='''' I need more focus now!! Hiak, hiak!!

Exam blues are here~ Still doing my assignments though..and STUDY, STUDY and STUDY! (,'')

Back~

OMG! It's been so so long since I last blog..and my passion for writing seems to have been blow away..was so busy with lots of stuff and event, making myself so exhauted all the time..arghhhh..and my schedule is so damn full and I still have a list of errands to run~~~ and it's not gonna end anytime soon :(

So what was I up to and what happened during my 'lost' ( 1 month)? Will write a short list here..
- Celebrated Ah Lee and Pei Chen's B'day :)
- Support friend's team in Basketball Banting Open&SUKEM-Go, go, go!!
- Pesta Tanglung Carnival-Sweaty
- Singapore-Jalan jalan & Cari Makan-gained weight..lol..fun
- Redang Trip:fieldwork-fun, tanned, tired
- Tons of assignment-arghhhhh
- Dancing-I fooled myself at the so-called audition; dissapointed :(
- Preparation for an AIESEC internship-tired, excited
- Tzu Ching events-back to the good part of me, happy
etc etc

LAZY TO UPLOAD PICS!!! Too many..Don't have the time right now..Lots of things waiting for me to do.. (,'') Hope I won't abandon my bloggie for too long the next time..I'm just exhausted from everything..Won't have rest till like next year? omg!

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No mood to blog these days~

Have been busy with lots of unnecessary stuff-sleeping ( I'm always in sleeping mode~ I can wake up in the noon, eat lunch, take a nap, eat dinner, online then sleep again..Arghhhh..what's wrong with me? ), eating ( Fasting month is making me crazy! All the cafes are closed..and am forced to eat biscuits and maggie mee for lunch almost every day..ewwwwww~ ALWAYS FEEL THE HUNGER! Arggghhh.. ), online ( Especially FB..So, So damn addicted to it..Can't help my itchy hand from not touching my bluey lappy =.= )

Having exam blues now~ Totally NO M.O.O.D! And my routine is still sleep, eat and online..WTH? Will keep running this in my mind 'I wanna study, I wanna study, I wanna study...'

HOMESICK!!! Wish I could go home but things keep stoping me from doing so~ =.=

Meantime, feeling so not good all over~ @.@

P/S : Will update my blog as soon as I finish my mid eam-next week! Have lots to post up~ Lots of beautiful pics, great friends along, nice places and crazy ME! :P

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Just as I was wondering why everyone is sick, then it was my turn..Most people has those H1N1 symptoms-either fever, cough, sore throat or any of these combination..But mine was different~ My kinda sick felt like hell and I swear that I feel like dying that very time..It's called stomach wind ( Don't know the scientific name though..) and my gosh, I felt like I almost rip my stomach off and just if I could cry and talk to someone then it'll at least feel much better..Staying in the room alone makes me feel worse and the pain just torture me in every single way..I could barely breathe, talk, stand, walk, sit, lie and WHATEVER I DO, I FELT THE PAIN!! @$$%@$%&*()_#*()_$%^&^&^$@$%&&(( Damn. *Angry and frustrated

There's one day that the pain took my sleep away..My only companion to make me feel better ( Mentally a lil' at least ) is my bluey lappy~ On songs for the whole night and kept looking at the clock hoping that it'll be the end of my torture..Oh man, the time moves so slow that every minute I hope that it'll jump to hours but to no avail..Hadthe intention to call Siu Li and OKH to fetch me to some clinic but I was scared that I might disturb them since it was so late so the only choice that I had was to ENDURE! ARggghhhhhhhhhhhh..TOTALLY HATE THIS FEELING! :(

Called Ah Pa and Ah Mi, Siu Li, Pei Chen and OKH to chit chat so as to at least I feel better a lil' and seriously, I guess I can't be alone cause being a baby gal, I always need someone to pamper and manja me..haha..And being sick made me so homesick and all that was in my mind that time was 'I WANT TO GO HOME!!!!!!!!! ( X1000000000times )..It always feel good to be at home with all the attention, love and care..Aawwwwwwww~

The ai xing wat tan hor that PC tapau for me..So nice of her!

I could barely walk to eat and she was so nice to offer to buy for me..Thanks.. :) Too bad I could only swallow a few spoons as I didn't have the appetite~

I couldn't stand anymore..Asked SL to drop me at PK and she waited for me outside ( Those healthy not allowed to enter..A lot of virus and bacteria around, I guess, given the rising H1N1 cases in UKM..) Thanks.. :)

The doctor couldn't identify my sickness! WTH? Gave me gastric medicine pula..It's NOT GASTRIC ok? I've been to specialist and there's medicine solely for stomach wind! UKM docs~ =.=''

After consuming PK's med ( Say already NOT GASTRIC!! ) still NO improvement..The pain is really killing me emotionally, mentally and physically!! Called OKH and told him 'I wanna go home~~~~~~' and he was like 'I fetch you go see doctor~'..I was like'?' Then go see doctor lo..Went a clinic outside UKM but it's still partially under UKM =.= OKH was nice to accompany me there~ Siap can buy Wong Lo Kat for me to drink..I thought it's bitter but came out sweet..hehe..Thanks! :) OKH is officially my Mui Mui..lol..

Again, the doc couldn't find out what's my problem and gave me the SAME MEDICINE from PK!! WTH? 3 same type but there's one pill that's of different colour but same function.. +.+''

Told Ying Jie bout this when I force myself to lectures..Been sleeping and lying down too much I feel like vomiting! She's so nice to purposely ride to Amin and pass me this Chinese medicine for stomach wind..Apparently, she has the same problem and asked me to try it..Miracally, it worked!! I feel better now..Thanks :)

Ah Jie purposely came and fetch me back to Malacca..Pampered baby sister..lol..Luv you..Muaaakkssss....Wish I could stay longer but have to rush back for senior's convo~ (,'')

THANKS to everyone who is concerned bout me..be it through call, SMS, MSN or FB~ You guys were my strength to go through this!!

P/S : That day, talked to Sze Sze..She totally understand what I've been going through cause she has the same problem too! Arghhhh..Not easy to explain this sickness that I have because it seems like a normal stomach pain ( To those who never experience this before and think that it's nothing!) but pain like hell! Was very excited and completely suang to talk to her cause we felt the same thing! Total click! Well, I just need someone who understand to complain and it feels much better too~ :P

Feel good~

After days and months of feeling kinda down ( I don't know exactly what's the main reason of me being so EMO ), FINALLY I could somehow breathe and feel much, much better~ :) It's the L.O.V.E from my family that made me feel I'm the pampered, well-loved and cared princess.. *Proud..

I was bitten by supposedly bed bug and gosh, it was so itchy and damn annoying, I tell you..I couldn't even sleep properly because they just attack anytime they pleased and the worst part is I CAN'T CATCH THEM cause they are so tiny that they could be anywhere on the bed..arggghhhhh..So, Ah Jie bought the ANTI DUST MITE sheet all the way from Sg. and send it right to the door step of my room herself! See, it's all the sake for her baby sister..THANKS, JIE!! *Muakksssss... *Muakkksssss.. *Touched.. :) :) :)

Then I figure out that I'm homesick (though I just went back last week), so I followed Ah Jie back to Malacca and god knows, I feel SO SO MUCH BETTER! Woohhhhh...

Ah Jie who helped me put the anti mite bed sheet just above the matress..Pic shown is after~

Loving Ah Jie who loved to pose..lol.. :P Love you..Muakkkssssss...



Back to Malacca~

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AFTER BACK TO HOME SWEET HOME, SLEPT AT MY COMFY BED, CONSUME MOUTH-WATERING HOME COOKED FOOD AND OF COURSE SPENT SOME QUALITY TIME WITH MY AH PA, AH MI AND AH JIE........


tADDddAAAAA.......


I'M BACK TO NORMAL AGAIN!!!! :) :) :) *Smile widely

Love you..Muaksss..

Love you too..Muakkkssss..

L.O.V.E YOU!!!!!!!!!!

Too bad Ah Pa wasn't there when we were camwhoring~ Or else he would join too..lol..




( Sings ) I feel good! Tadadadaddadda..I know that I would..Tadaddaddadada..So good--So good--Tadadadddddddddaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~

P/S : Just got to know that my two housemate also got bed bug! I thought I was the only one who got it..And oh my, theirs are much worse than mine..Poor thing~ Bad bug, stay away from us!!!! :@

Still alive~

I haven't been blogging for weeks and sometimes I wonder how I manage to actually do that, since I used to blog almost everyday..Maybe it's because I don't have my baby lappy with me and thus, not even a single picture that I have made me totally no mood to blog..Plus, recently a string of bad luck seems to fall on me which made me so damn EMO~ ( I'm gonna have a quick update..Kinda rushing for time but hand itchy to blog..hehe.. )

- My baby lappy claimed to be hard to survive and still in coma.. *Sigh ( Made me so depressed..My precious baby~ ) Didn't have lappy to use for 1 month plus is so suffering~ :(

- My hp memory card kinda spoil..Got worm ate my 100+ pics.. *Sigh ( My pics are so precious to me also..Luckily didn't lost all..I'll feel worse~ )

- My pendrive kinda spoil also.. *Sigh ( Left this pendrive..1 stolen, another 1 at Kok Sin-keep at home become treasure~ *Sigh Made me even depressed )

- My Double A box that's kept at store room were STOLEN! *Sigh *Sigh ( Damn you! Steal my stuff..&^^%$#@%&**)&#@@!#$^&*(()!!!! Inside got bags, Kolej cards, BSMM cars, file with certs, toiletries, sanitary stuff..Argggghhhhhh...Dare you steal my stuff..Go hell! )

- Wanna register manual also take so much time and effort..Stuck up lecturer!!!!! Don't even wanna help students, get so high pay don't know for what!! Heng! *Angry


That's why I'm so EMO lately...I'm on the down part of the wheel again..Now it's getting better, luckily..

And thanks to my family that the L.O.V.E they gave me were so great that I'm able to smile again :) Muakkkkssssss....





There, I got my NEW bluey lappy but it can never replace my baby lappy..Ohhh...I miss baby lappy so much.. :@

I've fought to get this lappy..Long story~ Will write bout it in the next post...

I'm STILL ALIVE!!!

Mess~

I feel myself a retard now~ AFTER 1 MONTH +++, now only the computer shop tell me my baby lappy CANNOT REPAIR! WTH! Before this told me motherboard problem, need change a new one which costs less than RM600..Oklo, I sayang my baby lappy, expensive a bit also must repair..First tell me 2 weeks..After 2 weeks, every week I call they said 'NEXT WEEK cause spare parts haven't arrive'..Then it went on and on TILL NOW suddenly I received a call and my mind go blank..MY BABY LAPPY IS NOW IN COMA and I can't do anything to save her~ *Sob *Sob..She's with me for around 2 years and I can't live without her..And worse still, I have to get a replacement and leave my baby lappy rest in peace..Damn la!!! Make me so freaking emo~ ^^%$$#@@!$^&*&^%$##@!!!^&&&***^%$">*&&^^%$$#@@!$^&*&^%$##@!!!^&&&***^%$##@!! I have to waste Ah Pa and Ah Mi's money again and buy a new one..I feel so damn guilty~ *Sigh..And Ah Chia was suppose buy hers cause she wanna further her studies and now have to postpone cause of me..DOUBLE GUILTY~ *Sigh *Sigh

And then I cannot register the subject that I wanted and needed ( my final year already..have to register this semester also..) cause FULL already in the online system..Thought of going back on Sunday mana tahu need go back earlier which is tomorrow~ Need ma fan Ah Pa and Ah Mi fetch me back after work..GUILTY AGAIN! *Sigh

My friend told me that our lecturer ask those who didn't wear collar shirt to get out of the class..But those who has jacket can stay..WTH! Freaking crazy lecturer!!! Every semester got crazy lecturer..ARggghhhhhhhh!!!! Making us go nuts..So high pay then wanna show face to us! Damn! Then 1st class got assignment already..My friend so kind sent an e-mail to me on the assignment topics which entitled 'eko dasar sosial chi sin lecturer assignment'..lol..This is her side of story of that ridiculous lecturer ( I copy and paste from my e-mail )..

tat day i kena halau frm class cz din wear chollar shirt ma
i asked friend in class wat v nid to do
friend said nid to do tis assignment n hand in nxt monday class
but lec said those nt in class rugi cz no nid to do
means wat?
those nt in class no mark lo ( no nid to do)
i went ask de lec ist those not in class no nid to do?
she scolded me who said no nid to do de?
i ans her my friend in class told me de lo
she scolded me again nt in class duno ask friend ?
btw i asked friend wat v nid to do
but she said those nt in class no nid to do
i feel curious mano nid to do thn ma no mark lo
go ask her abt it oso kena scold
haiz!

Pity her! Damn la..Have to bear with this lecturer for whole semester..We all gonna die jialat~ *Sigh

My head wanna explode already..Have to keep think about the lappy..What brand, model, budjet..And keep think whether can register the subject manually..And think of this siao lecturer's stupid behaviour and loads of assignments..THINK, THINK, THINK~ Arghhhhhhhhhhhh~

The beginning of new semester should be exciting but.........I'm feeling the otherwise~ (,'')



P/S : Super EMO now~ :(

The Monster~

Sometimes I wonder if I'm really a NOOB! I'm a straightforward person, I do realize it after some people get back to me and told me that I'm mean and lack of manners~ I'll be like what did I do or say? I didn't realize that I actually hurt people cause I'm just telling them what's in my mind..Well, some people said being straightforward is good cause you're being REAL for uttering out what you think..I know there's a limit of my speech but I DID NOT say harsh words or really mean that kind..I feel that I'm just voicing out my opinions and there, I got criticized for being a monster~ I don't understand..

Eg. There's a friend of mine were telling me how he wanna his girlfriend to change her way of tying hair instead of just the normal pony tail..WTH!And so I asked him ' What's the difference of changing the way of tying hair cause it's not like changing hairstyle ( long to short) where you can see the changes in one person drastically?' He answered ' Got..A lot of ways of tying hair mah..I'm learning it and it's good if she changes..It's ALL FOR HER OWN GOOD~' Curiously, I asked ' You're learning it? Means you wanna help her tie hair everyday ah? * Feeling funny and laughing in my heart.. You want her go to class everyday with different hairstyle cause it's FOR HER OWN GOOD? Hmmm..I feel you very LEBIH lo..Did you ask her whether she's happy and want it? Why force her change when she likes being simple? Sounds annoyed, he answered ' It's FOR HER OWN GOOD what..she should understand..I think you should be careful with your words..I'm doing something good and there you wanna tembak me..Your no-manners-behaviour makes me mad you know? That's why I don't like to talk to you..You prejudice towards me! Damn it! Like this kena say no manners?! I'm just telling him that NO GIRL, NOT ANY GIRL that's so 'wu liao' lo~ I mean come on~ He's being immature k? If wanna her to change her look, fine..But why make a big fuss of it? 1st of all, the girl DIDN'T say that SHE'S OK with it..And I don't think he bring this matter up to her yet..And let's say he did, why he's the one learning it and NOT HER? You think people freaking free is it wanna tie different hairstyle JUST TO GO CLASS everyday??! It's not like we're in fashion college where everyone look and dress to their outmost best..We're just in some normal local university where everyone is so super duper simple, my goodness sake!Madness..As a girl I know what she will feel cause it's just freaking STUPID! I'm trying to tell him nicely and this is what I get? Fine~

Another eg. is another friend of mine was happily singing loudly in my room for 1/2 hour or less..I was doing my assignment and was very stressful bout it..And so I told her 'Can you please stop singing?' in a soft voice..She straight quiet and pack her things and leave..And I know she's hurt~ One side of me was thinking 'I'm sorry..But I just need some quiet environment..I told you off nicely..' while another side of me was saying 'Why is she so sensitive? It's not my fault'..

Humans are sensitive, I know..But if just a normal talking, questioning, advice may seem so hurtful, I don't know how I wanna talk anymore..It's like whatever you say, people tend to be mad at you and throw negative thoughts towards you..Am I being wrong? Let me know what you think please~

P/S : Please let me know what you think..Maybe I need to change for everyone's pleasure..God, I need to know! * Sigh

Blogging~

I always think that blogging is a way for you to voice out what you think in mind FREELY and it's the inner voice that's so truthful that you're so REAL! People blog for many reasons and purposes-personal, hobbies ( photography, travel, food, etc), fans club, online shop etc etc..

For me, I blog to say out my personal feelings, life, thinking-whatever in my mind I'll just bla everything out..But sometimes, things get very IRRITATING and ANNOYING because I have to THINK TWICE before I post since whatever I write MIGHT hurt others' feelings ( Especially if it concerns people related to me and it happen that they read my blog~ )..It's SO DAMN ANNOYINGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! I treat my blog as a life journal which is like an online diary so I don't see what's wrong for me to bla whatever that's coming out from my brain..And I can't stop my freaking hands and mind from typing and uploading pictures that as far as I am concern, it's the REAL me we're talking here..Or should I freaking go FAKE myself and praise people who make me mad and emo? Are you out of your mind?! Where's your sense of rationality? Everyone have their emo period so do I..Once I bla everything out, I totally feel so relieved! And after that I'll be Ok if it's nothing serious so just don't need mind what I'm writing here..Yaya, have to think others' feeling! Like you're so damn great la and think you're a celebrity and that popular is it? No one will ever know you la..If know also friends only, so what? It's not that I create a fuss and downgrade you or whatever shit..I'm just voicing out my feeling and thinking..Am I wrong?!!!

HATE it that after I hit the post button, in which the contents involve people whom I know or close with and they have the-so-called-reputation to mantain and asked me to DELETE some sentences or pictures! Reasons : Don't want other people to know la, Don't look nice in the pic la, bla bla bla..WTH! Again I stress that whatever I write comes out from my brain and it must be that something triggered it and it's not that I go tell the whole world of your secrets and put you in hell!! And the pics that I uploaded don't contain any of your nude pics so why care so much you look nice or not? I have my own reasons for uploading certain pics..If I have to ask permission, might as why you don't so 'tua pai' la wanna take pics..Shitty attitude man~ Really making blog utilisation to the minimum because of these things..Understand the world of blog la, people~

So, sometimes I kinda regret that I once asked people who know me to see my blog ( At first, I was excited..But now I'm not..)..Because they create problem to me sometimes ( I've to control whatever I write..How over is over?! How am I suppose to rate it? But it's MY BLOGGIE.. :/ )..And people who going around to tell other people of my blog, I feel like kicking their ass! Making me more IRRITATING!! Well, just in case you didn't notice, I have written a synopsis of this way earlier before this post on the right side of the blog entitled : MY BLOG, MY STYLE, MY FREEDOM!

Please understand me..I never wanna be rude or whatever..It's just this is where I speak of my true voice..If you stop me, then where's the REAL Shi Wei? As long as you're associated with me, just don't mind what I have to say..It's better for you to hear the truth rather than faking it in front of you, right? But I still have my sense of respect and resilience yet truthful~

Random pic..Got it from Seng Ching's FB..

The girls..Gathering of MHS and IJC people..

My very first time outing in a dress!! And they said I changed a lot! True also..Skirt is rarely in my dictionary once upon a time..lol..

P/S : Have been calling the computer shop every other week and they kept telling me 'NEXT WEEK'..Damn it! Promised me 2 WEEKS and now 3 weeks already..I can't wait to get it back~ Arghhhhh..Why promise in a first place if you can't fulfill it?! They better get it done by next week or else I'll stomp their shop!!

Miss Planner ( Part 2 )

Great! After having sleepless nights of 4 days, finally it's ON already..There will be 6 of us going-ME, SL, PC, OKH, YM and Music..Actually this isn't the perfect time to go for a vacation because school holiday is starting ( Peak season )= Price goes up for almost everything ( Accomodation and car rental ).. =.= Damn lo..And I just realize the bus ticket from KL-Kuala Perlis went up already ( Freaking 30% ), so different pricing from the one I found on the net..Anyway, we must be ready to come out more money than the low season la..Bad timing, I have to say..Inititally, I wanted to go last week but SL kept say she don't want ( She didn't say why ) and also quite rushing lo..But anyhow, we just wanna have fun la, that's the main purpose..It's FREE and EASY ADVENTURE 3 days 2 nights trip..


List of things that I planned :

1) Accomodation-White Lodge ( I've called MORE THAN 10 hotels and ALL FULLY BOOKED!! No kidding..Peak season what to do?! And finally I've found this White Lodge which is situated in between Pantai Tengah and Pantai Chenang and just minutes away from the beach..Perfect! )

2) Transportation
i) Bus-Transnasional ( Bought from KL-Kuala Perlis and haven't buy coming back one..Maybe gonna buy there..From KL it's be 11pm so we'll reach K.Perlis at 7am..8 hours!! Sit till ass pain man..)
ii) Ferry ( Just a walking distance from K.Perlis bus station to the jetty so we can save on bus/taxi fares compared to if we sit bus to K.Kedah..Starts at 7.30/8am so just nice for us to catch the earliest ferry )
iii) Car rental ( Gonna get at the Langkawi jetty..Still headache bout what car can fir 6 of us and economical..I'll let the guys think and negotiate :P )

3) Places of interest-Plan to go/do..+-
a) Durian Peringin Waterfall
b) Tanjung Rhu
c) Black Sand Beach
d) Handicraft Cultural Complex
e) Beras Terbakar
f) Island hopping-This is the interesting one..Visit 3 islands ( Pulau Dayang Bunting, P.Singa Besar, P.Beras )
g) Pantai Pasir Tengkorak
h) Temurun Waterfall
i) Datai beach
j) Cable Car up to Gunung Mat Cincang
k) Oriental Village
l) Seven Well
m) Pantai Tengah
n) Laman Padi
o) Kuah ( Pasar Malam+ Free Trade centre )
p) Eagle Square
q) Lagenda Park
r) Mangrove tour ( Still haven't book..Gonna go there and negotiate )
s) Underwaterworld ( Not sure going or not..Heard it's not worth it )
t) Watch sunrise and sunset at beaches ( Romantic :D )
u) Watch stars ( If got la..haha..and some chit-chat.. :P )
v) Food ( Gonna roam around find food..Heard it's a lil expensive and not that nice )

And lastly...

w) TAKE LOTS OF PICS!!!!!!!! ( A must for me..I even asked SL and PC to bring theirs..haha..I'm scared that I'll take pics till no battery halfway..lol.. )


4) Things that I plan to bring :
a) Sunblock ( Face + body )-a MUST! or else sure get sunburn and 'chao tar' :(
b) Sunglasses ( In case too humid and glaring )
c) Cap ( An alternative to umbrella..Weird right go around walking in umbrella..haha )
d) Comfy sandals ( Gonna walk really a lot! )
e) Clothes ( Gonna bring extra just in case eg. For playing in the water, sand etc
f) Swimming suit ( Just bring just in case need use it..But definitely not gonna show the guys my body..haha..Gonna wear a t-shirt outside)
g) Toiletries ( As usual lo..Gals one a lot one mah..Lazy wanna list out..haha )
h) Cash ( Gonna bring extra also..Peak season..They gonna chop us!! )
i) My Yu Yee oil ( Haha..Can't leave without it )
j) My baby hp ( Thinking whether should I bring or not..)
k) Matrics card ( Heard got discount on certain things )


As you see, not easy to be a planner lo..I planned till I headache man..Well, actually it has pro and cons also la..If I didn't plan, I wouldn't know that there are so many attractions in Langkawi..I always knew it about its beaches-islands ( I thought got a few but there are 99!!) and Eagle Square only..haha..Actually planning is not that tough it's just that a sole planner deciding for the rest is the challenging part-Not sure whether they'll ok with the schedules, activities or not, get the lowest price if possible ( We all still students mah :P ), discussing don't really works at times ( They will be 'You plan la..Everything up to you'..And also cause they don't know much/anything bout it..)..

I've been throwing tantrums and talking sacarstically when questions of not so relevant being asked..Imagine answering countless questions at the same time from 5 people..It's totally out of control! (,'')'' And I was stressed because I couldn't get my beauty sleep ( It's very important to me..Lack of it, I'll be damn bad mood..) as time is limited and everything has to be planned and arranged by me alone.. * Desperately need some break! For 4 continuous nights I couldn't have enough sleep..Since last Friday, I've been sleeping around 5am ( I didn't realize the time cause I kept searching for info..) and since I thought I could wake up late the next day so OKla..BUT NO lo..I was awaken by smses asking questions on this trip bla bla bla..I was like so frustrated lo..Early in the morning wake me up already..Then I couldn't sleep already.. :( At one point, I seriously I thought that I would go crazy cause I would sleep at 5am or later and wake up at 7am,9am ( depend on how many smses came in..deng! Then start to be on my desktop til 5am the next day! :S )..I just want my sleep!!! :@ Well, I guess it's all because I'm more to the perfectionist side so everything must be well planned..But hope that things go well as I can plan it well but maybe things will not so as smoothly as I thought..So, hope that we all enjoy our trip.. :)

LANGKAWI, HERE WE COME!!! :P

P/S : Just called the computer shop..Fixing my baby lappy needs less than Rm600!! Shit lo!! Freaking expensive..Have to change the whole motherboard cause of short circuit.. *Sigh..Gonna discuss it with Ah Pa and Ah Mi cause it's not a small amount..But I guess I have no choice but to have it fix right? :(

Last Day in UKM ( 2nd year 2nd sem)..

So, my very last day in UKM was on the 7th of May where we planned to Sing K at Green Box, Balakong..As I have said earlier that I or rather my friends have had numerous emotions and feeling during that period, you'll see why later..

So, the 8 of us ( ME, SL, PC, OKH, YM, Kok Sin, Dong2, Ah Wang ) went together-together for this post-exam celebration ( EXCEPT FOR ME!!! I STILL HAVE LAST PAPER THE NEXT DAY~ =.= )..We went in 2 cars..YM's Viva and OKH's Vios..The gals followed OKH while the guys followed YM..We booked for 7pm room and by the time we reached there, it's still a lil' early..

In the car..

You'll see my face was so white like ghost-that's because I've over-powdered myself..Exam period made those monster popped up on my face..I hate pimples k!!

Early2 during journey to Sing K already got people merajuk..Damn lo!!! I dislike when I wanna take pics then will like 'dun want' etc..Si beh 'so heng' man..Don't want then don't take for the whole day la if you can! Shit!! =.=

PC and I..

Errmmm..I like my dressing that day..Simple and nice! hehe..I don't normally dress like that..Depends on my mood.. :P

OKH and I.. :)

PC's hand disturb lo.. :@

See how this 'F1 driver' drove..Got style man..Siap can put one leg up..Auto car mah..

While waiting for the other car to arrive ( OKH drove 160km/h as usual lo~ ), I decided to take pics..hehe :P

I like that background..Just realize now..SWEET and CUTIE!! :D

PC and I in front of the Green Box.. :)

Group photo..The ONLY ONE!!

Why? Because when I don't initiate to take, no one wanna take..I seriously sound and look like a perasan-ted photographer lo..Damn! Keep wanna take pics for nothing!!!! =.=

Met Tzu Ching-ians group..CY and MJ were supposed to join but last minute have to go Kelana Jaya for Tzu Ching stuff..

Earlier, we were torn between the Tzu Ching and Amin gang lo..Cause both groups wanna sing K same day but time clashes..Since SL and I have exam til 5pm and earlier she promised the Amin gang, so we chose the later one.. :P

PC and I singing..

I totally love my voice..Not to say nice or what but I LIKE!!

And happy lo..get to sing K..I've always wanted to sing K and have been practising my voice and some S.H.E's songs..After that, all English songs already..haha

So emotional..Sing in front of the screen..His voice couldn't come out that day..lol..Keep out of tune for the first few hours..After that, ok already..lol..

Buffet dinner..Not nice also..

We sang more than we ate lo..But they gave us FREE 4 hours when we suppose sing 3 hours only..So we sang from 7pm to 2am!!! So worth it lo..

Getting high already~ haha..

They ordered 6 pax package with cocktail which tasted like medicine and a jug of beer..

Everybody drank at least half a glass except me..I don't fancy alcohol and I think that it's an evil thing that can make you drunk and do all sorts of nonsense~

Pose with the cocktail though..Looked kinda unique..

And when they were belting out Chinese songs, I'll be like a moron there..Well, I actually enjoyed those songs just that I can't sing along..So, I look exceptionally out of place or something especially when I sang English songs and they'll be like so quiet and when they sang Chinese songs, they were like so high~ I guess I made their night less interesting with me being illiterate in Chinese..I totally dislike this feeling! :@

Yam Seng~

Ngam-ngam got this Green Box logo behind..

Ah Wang who is gay~

Kept molesting Kok Sin..And talked and acted like Laughing Kor ( A character from a Hong Kong Chinese drama )..Si beh 'chu lu'..Beh tahan~

But at times, he's not gay..He kept wanted to duet with SL..and when sang those emotional songs, kept looking at her like as if dedicate them to her..Hmmm...probably they have something on *Wink *Wink~

So, I can see that he's bisexual.. =.=

Kok Sin and I..

He can really sing well..

My merajuk face..

WHY?

Because OKH kept boo-ing me when I was singing English songs..And they all kept talking so loud that I can't even sing~ I felt like an outcast there..At first, I don't..I enjoyed singing my songs as usual though I know I kinda sesat-ed and different from them..But constant negative remarks for each song that I sang, not because of my voice or what but BECAUSE I SANG ENGLISH SONGS THAT THEY DON'T KNOW!!! WTH!! Of course la they don't know..They don't even listen to English songs! And I got really pissed off and I almost shed my tears..No kidding! I wasn't being emo or what but I just wanna sing my songs, can't I? NO, I CAN'T! They looked so bored whenever I sang my songs and I felt like no mood to sing already..So, I walked out of the room and sat at the bench in front of Green Box..I was so sad, angry, frustrated..I wanted to just ignore them but I couldn't! They are my best buddies ler, how could they treat me like this? :'( And I paid Rm30++ to enjoy my night and decided to come out have fun though I have my last paper the next day and NOT being critisied for not knowing how to sing Chinese songs lo..Damn it!! #%%^&(*()())_(&$@!@$^*&(((*&^%%@@#@@@!!!!!!!!


And I don't think that I will Sing K with them in any near future because I didn't want the same thing to happen again..And obviously we are from different world..Though we are all Chinese, I belong to the Banana family and they are so Chinese enough lo..Great! Other entertainment definitely OK..Maybe I'll change my mind on this~ I don't know..

See..They are so happy..Good for them lo..

Shit la!! Made me feel like I'm a retard or something..

I was still kinda sad and mad when I was going back UKM..I didn't even sing for 3 hours and almost shed my tears in the room! So I kept going toilet and out to take some snacks..And forced myself to eat one whole bowl of various snacks though I don't normally eat them..I finished in 10 minutes!! Nearly vomited it out~ And when I see them so happy singing totally ignoring me, I was really really sad already..And as I felt that I couldn't even join in and they probably felt the same too, I just don't need any attention or whatever~ So I kept making myself busy, in and out taking snacks and drinks and I didn't sing because I felt my voice couldn't come out ( I felt something stuck on my throat as my tears were falling out already ) and I don't wanna sing English songs that'll bored them to death so I kept eating and drinking because there's nothing else I could do!

However, during the last minutes before it ends, I did sing lo..I decided that I have paid so much and I could just ignore them for a few minutes.. *Sigh..I was dreading to go back UKM back then..I kept tahan myself from exploding which if I do, I'll be seriously scary and the whole world would as if turn upside down..They are my best buddies and I didn't wanna treat them like that though they treat me bad sometimes..So, I must calm myself down.. (,'')


And then we got out of Green Box around 2++am and they decided to see stars at a place which I've forgotten its name ( I'm very bad at names) because SL wanted to..And they didn't think that on that same day 8.30am, I have paper lo..Of course I said I'm OK because I didn't wanna make everyone dissapointed and since it's our last day in UKM, so off we go the see the stars and night view..

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We met with a car accident~


We were shocked beacuse it was a sudden..

I wouldn't say who's driving YM's car that time but it's not the driver's fault..We were turning right at the traffic light and there's a stupid old Volvo car which obviously ran through the red traffic light bang into YM's car lo..The bumper in front came off a lil' and the left lights were smashed...There were scratches mainly on the left front side of the car..IT'S A NEW VIVO!!! Shit la that old Volvo driver..

Just minutes after that, there were some Indians and Chinese guys who looked like 'hak ser wui' with all the tatoos came and see around..Heard that they are just looking for business who usually deal with accident stuff lo..They worked with the mechanic and tow truck people and get their commision there..

So, some of them went and 'keng shou' with that stupid driver and his friend..And they showed fake card and refused to give us see his IC and told us that he's a police officer! WTH!! Please la..Like people will believe lo..And then these two old Pak Cik were trying to scare us because we are students and tried to bully us..Damn irritating! And we chose to settle it among ourselves because doing police report is troublesome and must have eye witness or something..But I didn't know why they all let that stupid driver off after taking his hp no. lo since he didn't seem can be trusted..He could have give fake hp no. and just ran away after that..But YM chose to believe him because he didn't want much trouble so we could just support his decision la..But I felt that he cannot be trusted!! But since it's not my car, so I better shut up..

And the next day, YM sent his car for repair..Called the stupid driver and expected lo, he didn't pick up..Now the repair cost RM500 and the driver who drove YM's car said wanna bear it all because of feeling guilty..So we said like we split it among 8 of us..Since we are buddies, we should help each other..So, RM50 per person is still bearable lo..That's what friends are for, right? But I still feel a bit 'ng tai' lo..Should have ask the stupid old driver for Rm200-300 first..Just in case he got away, we still lost just half..But they said don't know how much is the repair so didn't wanna lose lo..Arggghhhhhh...You wanna lose Rm200-300/Rm500?! But again, it's not my car..I don't have any say :X


See..Just a few hours, so many things happen..It was a bad day for all of us..My heart really not 'suang' lo..I couldn't really sleep whole night and I went exam with my eyes half opened..Luckily, I managed to write lo.. *Sigh..It's a fun outing turned ugly even during Singing K, for me la..It's a bad day that we all will remember for some time as I've took U3 Pengurusan Emosi subject that said ' Bad events that have deep and negative emotions are often being remembered compared to positive emotions'..But it also showed that we are great buddies who helped each other out when in need..For this, I'm :)



P/S : Writing this makes me feel so down already.. =.=

:X

I don't know what to say..My heart doesn't feel 'suang' right now..An outing for the 8 of us was full of various emotions in just a few hours..I don't know how to say..For just a few hours, ME, myself has mixed feelings and emotions..Indescribable and totally nuisance..I felt happy, excited, sad, frustrated, fear and worry etc..This is the first time that I felt this way..It was so swift and things were not as expected..

P/S : Just got back from Sing K ( 3.30am )! Suppose study for later's 8.30 am paper but I don't have the mood and energy to do that..Gonna do and write what I can..Damn! No mood for everything right now..Gonna write bout this when my mood gets better.. :X

Monday blues..

Yesterday went PTSL again..A lot improvement,I can say..Usually can't really concentrate there lo..I don't know is it the lightings that don't soothe my eyes or what but I tend to not able to see the words on my notes clearly, like as if the lights were so bright that is bothering me so much..And I kept doing other things like read the newspaper, looking blank in the sky or sleeping ( Arggghhh..Chou OKH kept tease me bout this.. :@)

[ PTSL ]

Camwhoring to distress, again! haha.. :P

Saw SL behind me? The serious look in her again..lol..

My signature pouty lips :@

I have pic with PC but she didn't want me to upload it..She said she wanna have some privacy wor..Respect her decision lo.. =.=''

Then came back from PTSL, went Bilik Sumber Melor, Amin..Thought wanna read newspaper there since it's air-conditioned and I needed some rest after climbing a flight of stairs..Mana tahu......When I took the newspaper, which was hung on a newspaper hanger ( Whatever it's called..), I heard 'pphhiiiaaannnnnhhhhhhhh' and I saw water coming from the other side..I was like 'What the.....' And I was blur for a moment of what's happening and I saw two Malay gals were looking at me and uttered 'huuuhhhhhhhh'.. I was like ' Alamak..Ter-drop people's coffee'..I asked 'Is that your coffee?' And one of the gals said 'Yes' in a non-polite manner..I said 'SORRY' anyhow..Then they were looking at me and the coffee as if indirectly asked me to do something bout it lo..So I went cafe and took lots of tissue and a plastic bag and sucked all the spilled coffee that's on the carpet lo..And guess what? They were just standing there looking at me lo..I was in disbelief because it's not my fault in the first place..Who asked her to hang her packet of coffee on that newspaper hanger? As if la people will see there's a packet of drink there!!! And I looked so stupid like that, helped her to wipe all the coffee and she didn't even say thanks and I even said SOOORRYYYY some more! WTH!! And my hands smelt coffee for a few hours..Shit la the gals!! Horrible people who don't even have the courtesy to help me though it's not entirely my fault and have the guts to look at me one kind as if I've kill somebody or something..Arrgggghhh..Civilized people won't count so much so I just left the room feeling totally NOT SUANG!

[ K6R 104 ]

I looked so pale and SL kept ask me whether I was ok..I am!

Those eye bags are so deep~ :/

Totally flunk my paper today..EKA?!!! Damn...All the 40 objective questions need to think deeply and imagine where the curve will move and what will it affect etc..Total torture to my brain!! Subjective questions were harder than I thought lo..But well, I'm relieved that it's over..Left 2 more papers..Can't wait for it to finish.. * Feeling so desperate =.=


WENT AND PLAY TABLE TENNIS WITH MUSIC..

To be continued...

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I'm back from table tennis..

Tired man..Music was so funny..I thought he knew how to play..And he kept saying I don't know how to play, I missed the ball, I didn't hit properly etc like an expert like that lo..He didn't realize he talked with who, man..lol..Anyway, I just let him be la..But at times, I was rather annoyed and I smashed him kao-kao and let him chase the ball..hehe..So cheeky of me..lol..And he gave me a short tour around the Fakulti Kejuruteraan which is fully air-conditioned indoor which is so COOL..Why la FEP so hot?? In FKEJ, you don't have to go in the lecture hall or any room to get the cool air, just step into the faculty and you could feel so cooling already..I'm jealous of Engineering students lo~ With the heat nowadays, they can totally not sweat just walking around in the faculty from lectures to lectures..And we, kept have to wipe our faces with tissues and drink lots of water to dehydrate~

Look at the table tennis table!

I'm so amazed as the table can still be used though the legs were broken..And they use the wooden tables to support it..How creative! lol..

Closer look..Asalkan can use can already la~

The professional table tennis player..Wakakakaka..Act only la..Play so lame~

Ignore the guy behind me..He was playing using the table beside ours..I didn't want him in this pic ler~

P/S: Wanna go bathe liao..hehe..And then have a nice, good sleep or maybe Facebook-ing..haha.. :P